Short outfit post

[junji]

Hey readers. Sorry I have neglected this blog, I kinda forgot about it and haven't kept up. I still wear lolita everyday, but i've been in a really bad place these past few months because I went through a really brutal breakup and got cheated on. I've been doing better though, He was a bum i suppose. Either way it's put me in a miserable place about the way I look- I know that cheaters cheat because of their own insecurities and not because of the person they're cheating on, but it's hard, and he made some really disparaging comments about my appearance. I'm getting over it but i find it hard to take photos of myself or really look in the mirror lately. I've been doing healing and focusing on myself so, godspeed i suppose. 

I've also just been in a rut with lolita, everything is so expensive and I feel trapped with the clothes I have, and I really do like them, but I got them so long ago, i'm not sure if it reflects who i am anymore...i don't know, maybe it's my depression and my insecurities about aging. 


I ended up dying my hair, as most girls do after getting cheated on. I went with green since i wanted to look like an energy drink, but i noticed that colour is really popular this year - i might switch out soon to a red. 


maxicimam cutsew
AATP cardigan
metamorphose skirt
Roji roji socks

Metamorphose jsk  and hair ties
Baby the stars shine bright cutsew and bag
antaina shoes

I loved this concept in my head but i didn't like wearing it, which was unfortunate
dress and coat AP
bag coquettish tiara
earmuffs baby
scarf swimmer

cunty little pose HAHA
top h.naoto from gwen ily
skirt BPN
accessories listen flavour

dress innocent world
socks and headdress baby


dress innocent world
socks baby
coat atelier boz
scarf hell cat punks


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Comments

[hemiptera]

The new hair looks great! I'm really sorry you had to go through that :/
My favourite coords are the one you didn't like (I love grey and pink) and the punkuma one. Everything is expensive and it sucks but that just means we need to treasure the things we have even more :) I hope you start to feel better soon!